I think I have lost myself over nothing.
I am pretty straight forward and what you see is what you get. However, I made a mistake and commented on some one's post and messed up everything. I thought comments were just that, comments. I have hurt this person by having a different opinion than they. I tried to fix it, it only got worse and the bad thing is, it wasn't a bad comment at all but just one they disagreed with.
I really dislike what I have allowed this to do to me. I am now afraid to comment...on anything.
To me, comments are like chocolate, I can never get enough. I love interacting with people and always answer comments made on my posts. I welcome comments, open comments, honest comments and even comments with which I do not agree although I have never had one of them.
I guess, I just got my feelings hurt and obviously I can't handle that as well as I thought. My immaturity is showing.
What is so hurtful about this is we have communicated a long time. I enjoyed our communications. We had even surprised each other with small presents. I had been invited to visit...twice. Now, by their choice, we no longer communicate. I was told never to contact this person again, because my view was not their view.
This has instilled an unrealistic fear in me about writing anything at all.
So if I am absent, I am trying to heal my pettiness. Think of me.